Pre-Conceived

Day Dreamer? Romantic? Control Freak?

Call it what you want, but I am the master of thinking about things before they happen and then feeling a sense of frustration? loss? sadness? when they do not pan out the way my mind had shaped them.
Sometimes I think the dream and anticipation of something is better then the reality as it has all the benefits of being anything you can imagine, without the truth of what it really is.

I have been doing this a lot lately and while the dreaming party is well, pretty dreamy - the reality part has me feeling kind of blue.

Would seem that just letting reality be real and keeping dreaming for bedtime might be a routine I should practice more.

I'll let you know how it goes.